Notes from Underground

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   Hyperconsciousness turns against itself: the man who analyzes himself too much ends up sabotaging himself with relish.

   Notes from Underground · 1864

   The man who overanalyzes himself ends up sabotaging himself, just to prove his freedom.

   Dostoevsky opens the novel with a clinical self-portrait that refuses all drama: sick, spiteful, unattractive. The book's mechanism is that reason, taken alone, produces not happiness but paralysis. The underground man knows exactly what would be good for him and does the opposite, to prove to himself that he is free. He refuses a friendly advance, nurses a grudge for years over a slight, then is ashamed of it. Dostoevsky anticipates the idea that too much reflection on one's own position — who is up, who is being pushed aside — yields not action but resentment and withdrawal.

   “I am a sick man... I am a spiteful man. I am an unattractive man. I believe my liver is diseased.”

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